April 2012
1 post
Patience
I’m never a fan of playing games, especially when it is with regards to matters of the heart. Sadly, matters of the heart are always games. When to do what to do why we do it, it all boils down to that single moment where we align the stars to believe, yes, lets do something, and when that magic moment fades, things just seem to be drifting further and further. To love is a game plan,...
August 2011
1 post
“Homo totiens moritur quotiens amittit suos - A person dies as often as he loses...”
– Publius [Publilius Syrus]
July 2011
1 post
tumblr o tumblr
It’s been awhile since i’ve been here, but somehow it just reeks of emo :)
November 2010
1 post
Birthday :D
It was my 40th birthday and I wasn’t feeling too great when I woke up that morning. I went down to breakfast knowing my wife would be pleasant and say “Happy Birthday” and probably have a present for me. She didn’t even say “Good Morning,” let alone “Happy Birthday.” I figured, “Well, that’s wives for you. The children will...
October 2010
1 post
formulating a proper plan
Alot of people like to plan for things, and often than not we always jump into it by ourselves or with a perceived idea of how it should be done and then proceed with it. But what usually happens is we finish our “plan” and realize we fall short of details, or are not structured correctly or may even be tackling it in a totally inefficient approach.
Who or what has taught us to plan...
September 2010
4 posts
poker face
its like you raised me and folded when i called. such a bluff.
ambiguity complex
I don’t know you, but I wanted to. You don’t know me, I would’ve shown you. I wonder if I am too raw in my emotions, Yet i’m so restricted in my clueless notions.
My heart say yes while my mind says no, What you feel for me I wouldn’t know. If I could be what you want me to be. I’d rather end it in honestly.
You say I’m not a toy, yet you play me like...
“Embracing your true qualities and allowing them to shine through is important.”
– Crimson & Vanilla
Whats my Quest all about?
“To each its own”, a common phrase used to rationalize the individuality in life, be it choices, decisions, thoughts or perception. We like to justify them with such words of neutrality, independence and freedom. But in an eternal perspective, it is the largest excuse in the shirking of responsibilities that are so often placed before us. Are we entitled a say in difference of...
July 2010
13 posts
the prince who wished he was a pauper
Sometimes wouldn’t a simple life be sufficient, many complications in life spin off from unwarranted chain of thoughts that seem to erode our innate sense of rational understanding. Which in fact, what would such derivative thoughts fruit?
I have a wild imagination, one that runs with the wind, doesn’t settle for stagnancy. Yet in a whirlwind of thoughts, I can only think along the...
“Every man needs a woman when his life is a mess, because just like the game of...”
– Unknown (via mariannmaeee) (via selfishlovee) (via cerealandso)
im so tired,
cant believe i suggested something against my body,
its like saying lets go play lan when i cant even open my eyes :)
yea i know its funny right~
but i do weird stuff all the time as well,
like ask for things that should never come to fruition.
and i only realize the repercussions or my flawed decision matrix only after i make the decision.
oh, well …
can i just sleep and forget it?
the blogging starts again
i’ve always detested typing out my thoughts, maybe because they were obviously very long. and though my audience usually thinks im crazy, why should i bother packaging myself presentable to others. everybody has their inner demons, and mine just loves to talk, or type in this case. i guess it cant deny that writing things down can be a form of relief for me, where i can speak my mind and go...
what is with love and the world?
what do we perceive love as? is it something tangible as some would believe?
deep down I feel lost in this world, like my personal perception of love is never understood. or at least people think they do, but their actions justify themselves indifferently. is loving someone suppose to be easy or hard? sometimes it feels as if loving someone would require emotional commitment … what happened...
“you make me want to set things right in my life”
June 2010
1 post
“Because you caught my eye, I’m here to stay.”
– me
May 2010
5 posts
well come to think of it
sometimes i wonder if girls are worth the effort ;) and fuck no i’m not gay either. HAHA
nothing like an early swim
at a friends place ;)
“I protect my country and home. Or in other words I change passes all day and...”
– Me
“Why do you work so hard for nothing?
Me?
I don’t need self affirmation...”
– me.
April 2010
3 posts
collapsable affections
i wish i could just fold my emotions into an origami and keep them in a shelf
stonehearted
harsh realities often define a person by how they react to it
January 2010
1 post
I wanna go back ...
To the times I fell in love,
To catch up with the ppl who made my heart flutter :)
December 2009
1 post
call me a fool
but i think love’s a game everyone has to play no matter what.
November 2009
10 posts
“Cos you mean more than what I mean to myself.”
“Fantasy is not a crime,
Find your castle in the sky.”
Crash the winds
I hate being a romantic, can I stop being one this time and conform to what majority of guys do? Let me just lie my way through and toy with feelings. ;))
“Sometimes when your body fails to follow your mind, you’re left with...”
“I’m honestly trying to not play the Game. Damnyoubrokenheart…”
“Love hurts you in many ways”
Mobility
Now I have all the time to say the things I shouldn’t.
June 2009
1 post
for honor and glory.
:)
May 2009
2 posts
April 2009
1 post
March 2009
1 post
pure
time seems to fly fast, felt like ages for some reason. soaked up in sweat everyday in camp actually helps … maybe i just got used to being alone? heh anyway, time to return to my second home. til im out and have the mood…
February 2009
2 posts
Mighty Me Maybe
Turns out life just doesn’t work the way you like, wait I thought I knew this already. Enough of self delusion, I have come to accept the terms and conditions of the contract called Love, somewhere in its mini clauses, theres a tricky part which requires both parties to be mutually attracted. Oh well so I knew it all along, whats the problem with making life more positive … or should I...
January 2009
0 posts
