ambiguity complex
I don’t know you, but I wanted to.
You don’t know me, I would’ve shown you.
I wonder if I am too raw in my emotions,
Yet i’m so restricted in my clueless notions.
My heart say yes while my mind says no,
What you feel for me I wouldn’t know.
If I could be what you want me to be.
I’d rather end it in honestly.
You say I’m not a toy,
yet you play me like its bitter joy.
I trusted you, but you abused me.
I loved you, but you hate me.
What can I do but laugh at my plight,
For I have once again walked through this rite.
Pain it seems has an affinity,
With my life, my love, like totally~
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
