Mighty Me Maybe
Turns out life just doesn’t work the way you like, wait I thought I knew this already. Enough of self delusion, I have come to accept the terms and conditions of the contract called Love, somewhere in its mini clauses, theres a tricky part which requires both parties to be mutually attracted. Oh well so I knew it all along, whats the problem with making life more positive … or should I say desperately extending my period of happiness. Not that i’m not happy now or anything, but oh well I can only suck it up.
I always said my life in Army was alright, not too bad, quite tiring but still bearable. Not until this week, Exercise Falcon 2 showed me what I was in for, long and timeless trekking in the dark night, walking to our objective never felt so tiring in my life. And the load I had to carry is just wtfgg. 2 Missions in 3 days, barely enough rest and definitely any uninterrupted sleep. But somewhere along the lines of this life of No-Life, I managed to find a sense of satisfaction and pride.
Taiwan, Brunei, 2NTM, Thailand, it all helped to ease the fact that I will be going no where with a girlfriend, or at least even if i tried and failed, I’d know why. It’s no surprise to me that my life this year will be lonely, and my rifle will really be my wife, I will cherish her with my life in the days to come lawl …
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
